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    Friday, June 5th, 2009
    12:46 am
    art show and new tattoo i did

    www.eventsatppc.com/
    Fabrication of Imagination
    A "Culture On The Edge" Art Event
    June 26th 2009
    Hosted by
    The Roosevelt


    my art work is not all up yet but i am there
    This is my first show I am so excited.
    for once I am showing my artwork

    and here is yet another tattoo I did





    I came up with this one all by myself yay
    total opposites in a yin and yang
    except the tails are very close in shape
    i did one thing to keep them similar


    Thursday, May 28th, 2009
    1:50 am
    Tuesday, May 12th, 2009
    11:57 pm
    car broke tattoos van mothersday work
    first off I had to start on another tattoo that I promised to do before I did anyone elses.
    He paid for it before my tattoo stuff got stuck into a storage unit for a year and then barried.
    Now i am a free agent and can tattoo anyone without guilt of not being caught up
    i still have to do one on Celeste but she doesn't know what she wants all the way

    it still needs purple and more orange but he was in to much pain



    The other reason i was not on the the computer for the last few days was that my car finally took a shit
    the engine totally locked up after the gasket finally gave way the entire way....while driving.

    joy

    my dad actually lent me 600 bucks to get a van
    a nice van
    i have to pay him back so fast it hurts
    if anyone needs tattoo work let me know asap
    I finally just got back to toni and she is seeing about the timing of it all

    i am sun burnt....badly lol
    I worked in the sun for 4 days and went to the beach
    whoot
    this is all after starting proactive for my skin so i am one big red ball of death lol

    my mothers day rocked
    who else had a moms day that rocked?
    mine was awesome
    here are some pictures

    me


    sally and the back of mia's head



    sunscreen did not help but i still put it on


    more me


    my mommy
    Monday, May 4th, 2009
    10:53 am
    tattoo night is back mother fuckers edit to add old pictures
    that was one of the longest most intense tattoo sessions i have ever in my life done.
    It is funny that it is the first one i do on someone besides myself when i get my gear back.
    Because omg my body hurts. I can only imagine what Evan's back feels like.
    oh and never drink a shit load of home made sangria right after working really hard for 7 hours tattooing and then expect to be awake enough to go hang out with your friends afterward.
    I totally pissed a lot of people off by just going home.

    well i give you .....
    evans back



    this is what he started with a few years ago.
    Photobucket,

    this is what it looked like after the first few times working on it
    Photobucket



    before picture yesterday, I had only drawn on it with a pen at this point to get ideas. We had done a lot of work before on this tattoo covering up a really kinda boring tribal thing. Turns out Evans skin eats through black so you realllllyyyyy gotta pound that shit in there ....so we at least had something to work with by this point.
    Photobucket

    this is after an hour or two sculpting out one of the faces

    Photobucket


    halfway through, what a trooper
    Photobucket

    done close up
    Photobucket

    in flight

    Photobucket


    that man is a trooper. He did not bitch or anything. A couple of places sucked for him but man oh man did he hold on and did very well. Next we totally redo the spiral stuff coming off the bottom. But not till he heals up some.
    Thursday, April 2nd, 2009
    11:51 am
    why
    why after all I have been through....does life just suck even more day by day?
    Wednesday, April 1st, 2009
    12:41 pm
    closure and other such sad shit
    closure ....so i found out why pat had been pushing me away.
    He did not know how to tell me that he would be leaving Florida as soon as he got the chance.
    He doesn't want to stay here. I have no choice but to stay in Florida due to my children. I could never do a split thing with Aaron where I take the kids half the year or something. It would be to hard on both of us. Aaron wants to be apart of each event in the children's lives. Which I want the same. It sucks that for the best interest of the children we will have to live close to each other. But if it is picking over a man or my children...Pat knew what the answer would be.
    It is very sad but we had a very long conversation last night. I cried a hell of a lot when it sunk in. My feelings for him where rather deep. It hurts to know that in order to not get totally crushed that I have to let him go.
    Atleast now for sure we will be friends. And we will always stay close to each others heart. But the long and the short of it is that we are just not compatible people.

    I also found out from my little sister the true story of my mother.
    My mother is fighting to basically live with herself at this point. My mother doesn't return my phone calls or really wishes to have contact with the outside world it seems. She told me that my mom is now only 101 pounds with clothing on while holding a purse. She is taller than me as well....she is just over 6 ft tall.
    Is this what is going to happen to me?
    Am I going to loose my mother?

    Also I cannot find other work to save my fucking soul. It is driving me batshit.
    No matter how much I try to find a way out of here It doesn't seem to work.
    I need to get out of this house before Gordon gets back from the military and needs his room back.
    I am desperate for work.

    This is turning out to be a really crappy life.

    Current Mood: crappy
    Saturday, March 28th, 2009
    10:41 am
    over the last few days i have had the most stress i have had in a long time

    Wednesday i find out my check that i was supposed to get on Monday was still not here
    I had to pay a fine i got for not having a valid drivers license and no insurance today (Friday the 27th) or i would be in hot water (yes i even got an extension and the extension was up).
    I had call the corporate office after my boss was not answering my calls. They where supposed to double check the address and make sure it got sent out to the right place and if it was not the right address they where to call me back. They did not call me back therefore i thought it went out right.
    Friday comes around and I had been calling everyone i could to get my check in.
    Actually I was supposed to get two checks for a good amount of money that was gonna get me outta the shit.
    well.....my boss eddy gave them the wrong address....they wanted to doc me 25 bucks for giving him the wrong address...when eddy found out he fucked up he decided to float the bill (needless to say before he found that out I was PISSED)
    he also forgot to file for my second check.
    If it was not for Rachel going and paying my tickets with me today I would of had a benchwarnet out on me.
    fucking moron
    so tomorrow he is supposed to hand me cash
    thank god
    if he doesn't i am gonna bitch slap puppies.

    while this is all going on i managed to get some of the money pat owed me so I could go to the doctor. I had pulled my neck again and the pain was going all the way down my back.
    He got me of vicodin which is awesome
    he put me on tramidol, flexoril, and a powerful antienflatory
    So for the first time ever I am not in pain
    the only issue is that for the last two days i have been a spacey and tired while my body adjusts to the new meds
    but i know how tramidol works cause i had been on it before
    it makes you feel like crap for a few days then the symptoms go away and you feel just fine.

    well
    I am so happy about this I call up the man I have been dating.
    we end up getting into a tiff on how he thinks that I should just exercise and it will cure my genetic condition. He says I am to dependent on doctors and pills.
    If he only knew what kinda life i had been living and how wonderful that I am not in pain, or on hard drugs for pain, and that I can now exercise lightly to build myself up a bit more. He doesn't think I am any amount of good shape at all and doesn't believe me that i am doing everything I can to make my life better when it comes to my fiscal self. He also thinks I am anorexic....which if any of my friends would tell him that is the most retarded thing ever cause all I do is eat.
    He also doesn't like the fact that I talk ....ALOT
    I blither
    I know i do this but I talk fast and I always have stuff on my mind and i like to get into deep long fast talking conversations with people. He hated that idea or the fact that I do talk alot.
    He also is a gypsy type person
    always on the move and I think the idea of shacking up with a woman who cannot leave the state or the county because of her kids to live kinda bogged him down and he was not ready for that at all.
    So I am single
    I broke up with him
    I think it was a bit of a mutual thing
    Pat is a nice man. He is handsome and sweet. He is loyal and kind and good hearted. But I don't think we where meant to be together.
    I will miss being with him a lot but it was good to end it now when we would not be angry with each other or fight. It was a pretty peaceful break up considering.

    lizz
    Friday, March 20th, 2009
    9:17 am
    you know the world is comming to an end when.....
    people (mostly my chick friends) are turning to me for comfort/advice/mental health issues

    wow everyone is down
    we need a party
    a big one
    with pellow fights and beer

    it is amazing
    i find it funny that people want my help when  my shit is not together either
    but I do find it comforting that people still need my advice or comfort and company

    Like Erika says about herself
    "i give great advice, I just don't actually take any of it for myself"

    I now go get to finish another fucking coupon book route that I am getting fucked over on
    this is my third one this week
    I have pulled my neck again and cannot see straight
    but dana has not needed me in the shop at all so I had to pick up extra work someplace

    I do have a doctors appointment on thursday
    yay

    Celeste has a bad tooth and wants to punch babies
    poor thing
    leave it to god to invent exposed bones on the human body and then invent
    coffee and cigs....this is not a good combo
    I need a tooth pulled as well

    Erika is feeling like a piece of meat and alone
    people need to be her friend and not try to sleep with her before she starts killing bitches

    i hate people
    my neck hurts
    fuck
    Friday, March 13th, 2009
    5:19 pm
    Thursday, March 5th, 2009
    11:34 am
    better and worse
    My back is better but I now have to run off to the eyeglass place
    turns out sally is half blind
    she is legally blind in one of her eyes due to a lazy eye
    she has never been able to see out of it
    i knew she had a problem
    but I did not know it was this bad
    I am rather upset at myself for not knowing it was really this bad
    it can be fixed though
    she needs to have glasses for awhile and eye patches on her good eye to
    make the bad eye start working

    my cross eyed baby

    wow
    Friday, February 27th, 2009
    10:43 pm
    fuck
    I sprained/sprained my back
    I am not able to walk ...move ....or anything
    i am in hell
    the baby wont go to sleep
    I can barely take care of the kids
    i went to the doctor and they took some of the presure out
    fun times there
    the meds they gave me are not really helping
    you would think massive amounts of pain killers would work
    but no
    great
    shoot me
    Sunday, February 22nd, 2009
    12:11 am
    i am driving to texas
    yep
    my ass
    in a car
    for 16 hours
    oh BOY

    i need this

    I am just going
    I will be back Wednesday
    i got the day switched with dana
    he needed me Thursday anyway before i even asked him

    it was a sign that i needed to go

    wish me luck
    I am doing extra work for the coupon book to afford this
    kill me
    next week is gonna be hell when i get back

    lizz
    Friday, February 20th, 2009
    6:20 pm
    tweet
    i tweet now with celeste

    i am lizzreptile
    12:16 pm
    the internetz
    i has them
    whoot

    it has been a long few months for me
    i am living in largo still
    I really cant wait until i figure out how to have a place of my own

    i have been going out from time to time and remembering who my real friends are

    been chilling a lot with celeste

    we went to limey's last night for a few hours
    had a few beers and cheese fries
    i gotta learn not to eat that stuff but it is sooooo good
    bacon makes everything better
    i love bacon

    bacon bacon bacon
    i had bacon for breakfast
    mmmmm bacon

    i need more bacon

    celeste would say at this point that i need to not cut her off in traffic twice
    heheheh
    i was being a bitch and a half when i left work yesterday
    Cel had stopped by to say hi to me after she got off of work
    and we where being silly so i made it hard for her to get out of the parking lot and then to do a uturn on main in dunedin
    I am a cunt bag sometimes
    she is gonna put roaches in my hair or something
    i just know it
    Tuesday, January 20th, 2009
    7:31 pm
    i am still alive
    I would post about all the shit that has been going on in my life if the library was not about to close
    I have moved to largo
    broke up with Keith
    I am alone now
    but I am happy and doing well
    I started another job today
    it seems like they are a good bunch of people
    I will be working for a green economy getting donations to help make the world more green
    and make it so the people have a better voice on the ballots

    I went out last night and boy do i still feel like shit
    I took celeste over to a friends house in tampa
    then went to the castle
    got bored
    went to another friends house
    picked celeste up
    and ended up chilling with her in tampa till like 6 am
    i was so tired i ended up passing out on her floor
    but OMG did we have a good night of being retarded girls
    the more I hang out with her the more I realize that I really
    have more fun when I am around her
    total cool friend

    her fucking car is being a bastard
    i hate her car
    fuck her car
    up the ass
    no wait fuck the car company who told her the inspections had all been done
    but seemed to forget to check the timing belt
    fuck you guys

    lizz
    Thursday, November 6th, 2008
    5:18 am
    wtf my mom hit my car
    ok ....the stress here is officially to much

    i live with my parents pending the devorce for all those who did not know

    welllllll
    after loosing my cell phone to my father not paying his part of the family plan
    not having regular internet access because my mom is writing a very well written book and needs the lappy all the time
    not being able to watch what i want to on tv cause my parents think everything i like is horrible
    and having the water turned off
    I got pissed at my father when he ditched me when we where supposed to meet up in the middle of the night at a newspaper recycling place to deal with some old books of his...i went home and was pissed
    i told my mom about it
    she was totally wrapped up in her own little self pity world
    i took off without resolving the problem to get the money that Rachael owes me for the storage unit before she passed out ( little old woman i share a storage unit with)... my mom flips the fuck out goes to drive off in a huff in her car
    AND HITS MINE
    she ALMOST destroyed it
    but i managed to hammer parts of the car away from the tire on the back driver's side....
    i really am numb right now
    i cant turn my own mother in to the cops
    i don't think my father is going to pay for the repair
    or even compensation me for the fact that his wife went kinda nuts

    great

    i have never felt so alone
    Saturday, November 1st, 2008
    1:32 am
    no phone
    my phone is dead
    dad fucked the service
    wellcome to my hell
    i should have a new number soon

    peace
    Thursday, October 16th, 2008
    1:58 am
    celeste said it best in a past lj post
    "the bad moods

    I has it"



    yep

    so there right now
    i have not been in this bad of a mood in forever

    I hate it when someone pisses you off to the point of crying
    and then when you try to talk to someone else about how you feel
    they blame you for allowing someone to piss you off
    this started a horrible circle of being pissed off at
    everyone around me
    then my mom says that baby sitting on Saturdays is soon to be gone

    so now i am really fucked
    not getting any financial help
    not getting any baby sitting help
    medicaid is taking it sweet time processing my last paper work
    and i have to bring them more crap tomorrow
    I need those fucking food stamps NOW

    fuck this world
    I need help to get caught up but all my money gets flushed down the fucking drain

    fuck this bad mood

    eat me world

    Current Mood: bitchy
    Sunday, October 12th, 2008
    11:32 pm
    oh before midnight happens
    Happy birthday Celeste!!

    you are now as old as MEEEEE

    whoot
    Sunday, September 21st, 2008
    3:28 pm
    a day in o town
    So for erikas b day i went to orlando to just kick it with her
    much fun to be had

    we went to a show with her mom
    nothing i realy was OHG i have to see but it was just for her to have people for her birthday
    we where pussy's though
    I only had two drinks the whole night and erika drank JUST enough to be perfect
    we went back to the hotel and just passed out at 1 am
    we sound like such old farts
    oh well
    we had fun
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